I'm not a doll
On one night, I was wondering. I am so tired to live like this. So tired of people who keep pushed and rushed on everything that I do. Sometimes, I envy other people. They enjoying life. They live their own life. They chose their own choices and do it freely. They can express everything about their life. I sat on the corner of my room and yes, it is only happening in the movie. Or on other people. And absolutely not me. Keep "wow"-ing other people but actually I'm the miserable one. I'm tired and I only need space. I need time for myself to arrange my own life. I almost 22 this year, isn't that time to arrange everything on my own? I'm not a doll, and I have a life to live on. Don't force me. Let me live my own life. Let me create and sketch my post-graduate life. I can't always be my parent's doll. Well, after all, I'm a human, not a doll.